I
don’t usually step outside my comfort zone, preferring to keep my personal,
online and professional lives compartmentalized into neat little boxes. But
life is rarely neat. It has a habit of sneaking up on you, whether you think
you’re prepared or not. After a long bout of illness, including heart disease,
diabetes, cancer, dementia, and most recently, a broken hip, my father passed
away Wednesday afternoon.
Right
now, I’m still processing everything, grappling with the reality that someone I’ve
known my entire life is now gone. I can find some solace with the knowledge
that he’s no longer experiencing chronic physical and mental pain, but it does
little to erase the reality of the situation, which seems oddly surreal. With
little precedent, outside of some losses on my wife’s side, I’ve had few
personal experiences with death, and exploring my feelings on the subject is frankly
beyond the scope of this blog.
As
of this writing, I have a couple of half-written blog posts, including the
latest Quick Picks and Pans, which I hope to get back to soon, but the words
aren’t gelling right now. Movies have always been a comfort for me in good
times and bad, and provided a means of alternatively escaping and interpreting
the world. Watching and writing about movies has been my joy and my therapy,
and I can’t imagine I could ever be away for very long. For now, however, I’m
taking a short break. Thanks to all the well-wishers on Twitter, and to those
who visit this blog on a regular basis. Your comments and support mean more than
you could ever know. I hope things will return to some semblance of normality
as soon as possible, and look forward to happier times ahead.
I'm sorry for your loss, Barry.
ReplyDeleteThank you.
DeleteI'm so sorry for your loss, Barry. My heart goes out to you and your family.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Brandon. I appreciate it.
DeleteSo sorry to hear about your loss Barry, thoughts are with you. Take care.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Kristina, for your kind thoughts.
DeleteI don't know you or your family, but I do know the pain of losing a loved one and wish you peace.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the kind words, Hal.
DeleteI'm sorry for your loss, Barry. Take your time and do what you need to do.
ReplyDeleteThanks, John. I'm just taking things day by day, but it's nice to know there are people out there who care.
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